Thankful!

As i begin to write this blog..I am overwhelmed @ the things that have happened in the past few months! Since last Nov. we attempted IVF for the 2nd time. It was worst. We received a postive result on Monday & Wed. we received the news that it was a negative...Hurt, Angry..Emotions that I can not even explain. Grant has been coaching baseball since Jan. He coached a local high school here and then the summer league-American Legion. We had the pleasure of going to Hawaii for the first time. It was amazing...It was a healthy trip for us. For the first time..we didn't talk a/b ivf, babies...ect...It was just about "us" and that was nice. We have enjoyed not worrying about certain things that we have no control over. I feel alive again...I feel like the old..Jana! It's nice :)